Should I lay down here?, why?
Urgh, I don’t wanna let yesterday
take out too much of today
For You’re the healeth Thee

Remorseful only a day before
being surgery was too late,
Earlier was too good to me to get remorseful
It had never been crossed my mind

I should have been remorseful
far long time before, to prevent
I’m always honest to everybody
But never honest to myself

So, I’m traveling light,
Walking on the sun
Into a cardiovascular hospital
Faraway in the green suburb

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A sudden sickness
a stranger small enough
To bed me down

I’m breathless in no anticipation
Feel somehow disconnected
It came as thief, stole my health

But you lift up every darkness
Kill the pain deeply concealed
And get it cleanly washed

It feels like no right words
can express my grateful
of having you around

Not a cure!, but a caress
Together accompanying
To share the burden

CSH 120125. CNL, CYL, CXH, CSG around

Warming each room
inside of my heart
that you reach

Never lose sight
of caress and joy
radiates through you

You are the light
that guides me home
So I build my live around you

CSH 120125. CNL, CYL, CXH around

then quoting what was said;
Underline what one remarked
and put aside some unimportant
Of what someone-else replied.

They spoke lightly of my friends,
for shallow conversational ends,
How can they use such names
mumble, and be not humble?   

I have sat silent;
Actually none of my business but
get angry at what they uttered 
What these can only a small talk

CSH 120125.

The burdens seems heavier a lot
Nobody to be relieve sharing with
Now that they have gone away.   
In fact it emptied in record time.   

The pressure recedes slowly,
into the midday, liquefy, vaporize
The fruitless sunlight streams into straight forward, with no shadow

The future is opening its doors
Confirming their understanding
A timeless value, changed hands.
Restore everything like a miracle.

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In the house twinkling
in the moon light,
There’s also light, in no light.

My wife dear loves
to cheer when we sad
and she always knows

Daughter knew I always bless her
is all here and is all hers,
sticks to her like glue, blessed baby

Son want to unfold a life
branching&blossoming like a tree
Learn all his diligent forays outward

CSH 120117.

Inside in the house twinkling   
with the moonlight,
it twinkling with delight,

Is my heart shining bright.
Bless my home, bless my family
Where my heart collate in delight

It feels like no right words
can express my grateful
of having you all, lovingly nearby

CSH 120117.

Shining in the starlight
Its crystal clear, hope and yearn
Where I meant to go

The land that I sees
A fairy land of beauty
And the world somehow shifted

Let the power return
That once worth mine
At once everything is different

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Until nothing left,
Nothing more, Nothing remained
Since then, I’ve life no more

Of sickness, of helpless
Where struggling is pointless
Came to crown me instead

The world that I’m going through
The world that has changed me
Into pessimism and tragic

CSH 120117.

There’s nothing more
But yellow than one yellow
Dynamically optimists

Chilean plum
slumbered in the brown palm of
the curved hand of the right man.

I sees the hands of mine
that brings the world
Of optimism and hope

CSH 120117.